When is the right time?

I'm struggling a bit over the last few days with when to bring the baby furniture home and finish the nursery. The room is about half done right now - and nothing much has been done since this whole bedrest madness. But all of the furniture is in (at my office, where I had it shipped), just not at home yet. Something is telling me to hold off a little longer before we (ha, I say "we" like I'm going to be doing this myself!) bring it home. I guess I feel like we're not over the big hump yet and what if we don't make it over the big hump and something happens? Am I being too cautious? Although I'm not pessimistic and I have no reason to believe that we're not going to make it, how come I can't just get to the place where I'm OK to bring it all in and start getting the boys little haven all ready for them? I'm so happy with everything in there so far and I just know it's all going to come together and be just how I picture it.

I've had dreams about the babies the last two nights...and they have been good dreams; where they are actually here and healthy. Some funny irrational things have plagued the dreams which make me laugh, but that's what dreams are all about I guess.

Anyway, the dresser, cribs and glider are sitting in Grampy's office, waiting to come home. I'm sure it's quite the conversation piece when people have walked into his office. Nothing like having a baby dresser, glider and three cribs stored in your office. When is the right time? As excited as I am to get it all put together, there is something holding me back. I hate that. And I can't stop wavering between having the guys bring it home and not. This wishy washy feeling is the worst! And it's not like me. Usually I'm a good, fast decision maker and I don't look back. This one has me stumped. I guess I'll know when it's time. We'll just wait a little bit longer until that answer becomes clear.

BTW, Week 22 and counting. Next doc appt is not until Thursday this week so a few more days before the next update. We're hanging tight until then. And getting bigger by the day!!!