First lost tooth

Cole, I'm a little heartbroken. You finally lost your first tooth today and you are so sad. I dont really know what to say to you. Its been loose for weeks. And you have been dreading this day. You said a couple of weeks ago, when it was loose, that you were afraid it would come out while you were at school. I hoped like crazy it would not...but it did. Your worst tooth nightmare came true. Im so sad I wasnt there for you. 

When we picked you up early at school today, JD told me before you had a chance. My heart skipped a beat. You seemed ok at first, but then you let it all out. You had big tears welling up in your eyes. 

The part that seems to upset you the most is everyone knowing and making a fuss. You hate that. JD loves to tell people since he loves the attention but he doesnt realize how uncomfortable it makes you. 

I wish I understood why this is so hard for you. On your way to bed tonight, you told me you wanted to keep your tooth. You didnt want the tooth fairy to take it. But you still wanted some money. You were torn on what to do. So, we wrote her a note. 

You dictated, I wrote. We'll see how this shakes out. I'm sure she will grant your wish. 

I hate to see you sad about these milestones. But, I understand. Growing up isn't easy little buddy. I love you!

-Mommy